In Loving Memory of my favourite uncle.
25 July 2007
I will miss you , thank you for bringing me up.
You wil be remembered.

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The past few days had be rather chaotic.
Been rushing to and from school and to my uncle's wake.
I have not been taking his passing very well, I feel pretty lost.
but thanks to zexi, he's been giving me his support.
So it isnt that bad..
But i know he's in a great place now.



left her thoughts ♥ 2:19:00 PM

bumped into this guyfriend of mine whom i had a crush on when i was in sec 2..
looking back,it was kinda silly, we met in a sec 2 leadership camp, this camp consisted of many different sec sch and i thought he was cute because he had rosy cheeks...

apparently,he could remember that i was from St.Margs ..
well,good enough..
and we chatted for a lil while..

well,today is gonna be a long day,
i've gotta deal with many things.
i wish someone could take this load from me..

i know the right guy for me will come when i'm older..
i know he isnt the one for me.
but right now, i just feel so miserable..
when you're in a relationship,there're bound to be conflicting of interest.this i cant deny.
but,i feel that on my part,i've already tried my best to recify some things.
but it doesnt seem "enough"...
i feel that for the 3 months of my life,i've been told off hundreds of times.
everythin thing i do doesnt seem right...
even if i try,it isnt "remorseful" according to him..
not sincere....and the list goes on.

many times i just grit my teeth and accept it with grace..
but there are some times,i feel its too much..

i'm sorry, i cant be with you.



left her thoughts ♥ 11:37:00 AM

I miss you,
i wished nothing changed between us..
its been so long.
and the last time you told me you still loved me..

so where has that love gone?

where has it gone to?


Lips Of An Angel

Honey why you callin me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you cryin
Is everything ok
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud

Well my boy's in the next room
Sometimes I wish he was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice
Sayin my name
It sounds so sweet
Comin from the lips of an angel
Hearin those words
It makes me weak

And I Dont
Never want to say goodbye
But boy you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're callin me tonight
And yes I dreamt of you too
Does he know your talkin' to me?
Will it start a fight?
No, I don't think he has a clue

Well, my boys in the next room
Sometimes I wish he was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice
Sayin my name
It sounds so sweet
Comin from the lips of an angel
Hearin those words
It makes me weak

And I Dont
Never want to say goodbye
But boyl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice
Sayin my name it sounds so sweet
Comin from the lips of an angel
Hearin those words
It makes me weak

And I Dont
Never want to say goodbye
But boy you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Never want to say goodbye

Honey why you callin me so late?


'if only you had loved me for me and not change when you started uni.
i was being an ass to break up with you. But i wasnt happy. And i hope you're happy with the other Cheryl now. Its nice that you've moved on.




i miss you.....




like hell....



left her thoughts ♥ 12:36:00 PM

Its Not Over- Chris Daughtry

I was blown away
What could I say
It all seemed to make sense
You've taken away everything
And I can't deal with that.

I try to see the good in life
but good things in life are hard to find
We'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?

Well I'll try to do it right this time around
Let's start over
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over

I've taken all I can take
And I cannot wait
We're wastin too much time
Bein strong, holdin on
Can't let it bring us down

My life with you means everything
So I won't give up that easily
I'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?
Cause it's all misunderstood

Well I'll try to do it right this time around
Let's start over
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over

We can't let this get away
Let it out, let it out
Don't get caught up in yourself
Let it out

Let's start over
We'll try to do to it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over



left her thoughts ♥ 8:45:00 AM

Don't Get Me Wrong-Westlife

Don’t get me wrong
I’ve played my part and it’s over
I’m tired of being strong
For hiding that I'm not yeah
Don’t get me wrong
You've played your part and I think you know
This love's for real
It’s time to show just how I feel

Time after time I refuse to see why
I can't go on without you by my side

Baby I just wanted you to know that if you care you could be part of my life
Baby don’t you know we could be doing this forever and be doing all right yeah
Time after time this moment’s been on my mind
Now I've left it behind oh don’t get me wrong

Don’t get me wrong
You bruised my heart and it’s aching
It won’t take you long
To see that I'm in pain
Don’t get me wrong
If you run off now you’d sure be mistaking
This love’s so real
And baby this is how I feel yeah

Time after time I’ve been trying to deny
I can’t go on without you by my side

Baby I just wanted you to know that if you care you could be part of my life
Baby don’t you know we could be doing this forever and be doing all right yeah
Time after time this moment’s been on my mind
Now I've left it behind just don’t get me wrong

Don’t get me wrong no, no baby oh yeah
Time after time I’ve been trying to deny
I need the nearness of you to get by
Baby I just wanted you to know that if you care you could be part of my life
Baby don’t you know we could be doing this forever and be doing all right no, no
Time after time this moment’s been on my mind
Now I've left it behind, don’t get me wrong

Baby I just wanted you to know that if you care you could be part of my life
Baby don’t you know we could be doing this forever and be doing all right
Time after time this moment’s been on my mind now I've left it behind
I've left it behind don’t get me wrong



left her thoughts ♥ 11:02:00 PM

Human beings are complicated by nature and I wouldn't deny that.
You wouldn't believe my profession. But I have a strong passion for what I do.
I'm not a great dancer but dancing its one of my only burning passion in life that keeps me going. =)

A petite girl who loves to socialise and have tons of fun!
I'm patient but don't try to test the limits.
Well,as long as you are not a weirdo,you're most welcomed to join my social circle.
*cheerios!!